Don't think there is any such thing as "normal" when dealing with this kind of loss. Each of us has our own ways of coping. If he had a serious heart condition, you have probably conditioned yourself to expect this for some time. You may have been dealing w/it on a subconscious level for quite a while. The fact that he died in his sleep is a blessing for both of you. May be his way of helping you get through this period easier. What a loving gift he gave. If he was suffering, then his passing would be a relief for both of you, too. Sometimes release from this world is actually a positive thing for those concerned. The numb feeling may be shock. There may be a delayed reaction, but I'd meditate on it and ask for the answer. He will let you know in his own way, as your higher self will, too.
Take care of yourself & make sure to continue social contacts, they will help you carry on in this world & give you a support system.
Love, light & peace to you.
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