how is everybody? [View all]
i'm mostly doing ok. trying not to sink into the sadness of the waste of it all.
but mostly just really glad that the winter is over. even tho i am stuck inside for the most part right now, sunshine and open windows lighten the load.
getting ready to plant, and to have a big seedling sale. i could be moving faster, but i am moving in the right direction.
what a waste, tho. people trying to live their lives with a broken brain. the frustration boils over and love turns to hate.
and you just dont figure it out until you see the carnage.
at least he has finally moved out. these last 2 month were longer than any i can remember. he was so irrational. i stopped trying to be kind to him, as it just confused the hell out of him. just kept my head down and kept my mouth closed as best as i could.
i do miss him. we had such amazing times. went so many places. saw so many things. tasted so many foods.
and made such incredible children.
at least i am firmly on my path forward. and it is full of joy. dogs, chickens, birds. fresh eggs and sprouting plants. wild crows and kid fans, stopping to feed the ladies. and peace with many people who got caught in the web of it all.
no choice but forward. on a lonely road.
how are all of you doing these days?
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