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I am not a complexity scientist or theorist. But I am a (failed and failing) scientist and do not want this game playing and other transactional bs to go on.
Whether you are in India or the US and were a part of this between Jan-Feb 2012 (which was when it became even more non consensual from my side. Before that I was open-minded wrt my lab and one other scientist enough to ignore my own instincts. I stand behind my initial instinct which was to avoid anything that looks so lacking in any real expertise and where this much coercion/manipulation/deception etc were involved).
I was the only one affected by my lab and that other scientist. And i forgive them. And my doctors here especially my oncologist are really cool.
I use marijuana and will continue to openly. Because this is bullshit. As a human not a bot, i can see what is going on even if I dont prioritize the culture, random neuroses and impulses of a fucking million narcissists while denying climate change, the limits to growth and a billionaire autocrat run joke of a world that seems to want to expand and it cannot expand using my home in Trivandrum, Kerala India.
I have met pis from UCSD in 2014, who is a person I would avoid under normal circumstances. She may be okay, but not really my type of person.
Stanford in the past. Prior to California and Kerala I had no issues.
I have been sexually harassed by a local holographer working for a company called Light Logics holography who had a defense contract with Lockheed Martin also in 2014.
My mother died at PRS Hospital though she was en route to recovery as this same garbage continued. I have not been able to find any useful psychiatric treatment after my last shrink I went to voluntarily in prior to Stanford who prescribed Adderall which helped me. I buy Modafinil at my own discretion.
I have not engaged in academic misconduct, but that is not subject to thie trash. I am self correcting some old
I cannot have my best friend, my ex-husband, my marijuana company dragged into this because I didnt say anything at the right time. My main lab was really cool ans nothing like this self absorbed, solipsistic fucking trash.
I sympathized with my last mentor-not easy being a complexity scientist who has to clean up after a ..well.. like Hennessy..I hate that guy so much. Except he is too insipid to hate.
I am grateful to EarlG and elad for having allowed me this opportunity and I support everything that I voluntarily engaged with at face value or with a more complex understanding of the world.
This sleazy creepy collective bargaining and expansion of buggy ai
I have seen it..it makes ChatGPT look good. It is such fucking trash.
Gettint any bloody work done with that thing..it is not a mirror. It is an unwanted and criminal piece of malware coming from inside and outside the system and a health risk, security risk.
And I am done being distrait and I will go back to my real life.
John Hennessy was the University President and the Stanford Hospital was a really shitty and corrupt psychiatric hospital forcing sobriety exploiting bureaucratic systems for the elite but throwing me under a bus I wouldnt touch with w a barge pole. The Tru
I am sorry but i endured this long enough.
I have every right to be anonymous since I am a marijuana user, but i do it in my room. I dont even drive. The only time I ever drove, I was completely sober and yes I had two accidents (one days after I was sexually harassed by the holographer and my head state was as bad as it is now as I see what has been going on.
This is depraved. And the other
I refuse to have my life joint at the hip with this dishonest, corporatist trash where market forces constantly control and destroy science.
I am filing allegations. That is my role in this bullshit.
This is not prison reform or dei or hardcore hardwork..it is pure narcissism.
No decent scientist would back this. No honest populist would. This is not about poverty etc.
I do feel sympathetic to people, which is why I am saying direct it at the top. But dont expect to just accept that my mom and I are collateral damage and
Sept 2011-the present. Palo Alto. The first set of people I stayed with were decent but clueless bible bangers imo.
Everyone there seemed pretty cluelese.
Because you canbot control and design etc
You have to get IRB and informed consent.
I do support my mentor and one other scientist and they may or may not need it. But they were scientists working under
Hennessy..
I voluntarily and openly use marijuana and modafinil on my own discretion and if someone wants to start the narcotics war bs you can see it is purely retaliation.
Here in India except Tata (0000F5D7), I dont know who is involved. The Trivandrum Medical College doctors were really shitty circa Dec 2012.
I havent been nudged or manipulated into this and it was not this nightmarish and creepy collection of harassers who..
This needs to be opened up and I completely back my mj company and doctor and
But this is too dangerous. I hated every minute of it and no amount of use of the garbage i was writing can be used to blame me when you know that I was forced into this trash.
I feel sorry for the nicer people in there whom I would consider decent. I hope they also quit and blame or get rid off the rest. Honesty and decency are the key not transactional trash without even any transaction, except apparently hey would you like to help me destroy society and earth and impoverish yourself and enrich me, while looking like an idiot the entire time?
That was what I picked up on. I get wanting to help people etc.
Some small academic thing or business that anyway would end up not being stupid and or sleazy enough to work with this monstrosity aside I dont see one thing that doesnt suck or isnt compromised.
Please do not repair this and rant is better than fixing this repellant mess that should be shut down and taken to the court of law.
There is no cohesive anything in there but a large group of selfish, self absorbed, solipsistic people from all sides scamming their way ahead.
No decent scientist or doctor could back this.
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(16,787 posts)I am going to file criminal harassment allegations about most of what has occurred on my street in Trivandrum, Kerala especially as I was mourning my mom. Today again..these hateful creepy young men. This is not the usual pattern of harassment.
This whole thing has been caught adequately on camera.
I am filing medical malpractice and misconduct human subject research allegations against Stanford (not my lab or an adjacent annoying one with one decent male scientist) and the Stanford hospital and all hospitals and schools that participated here in Kerala/India and continue to.
And I am filing harassment and exploitation allegations against every ai/gaming/data mining company and I will continue to use marijuana and modafinil and carry on with my life.
It is two separate things-harassment and corruption and exploitation from inside the system and scams that proliferate in this deregulated environment.
I can escalate the malpractice and misconduct allegations to criminal malpractice and criminal misconduct ans you know what, I take my chances over those of of any of these guys.
I will email that fraud Hennessy and tell him he can either cooperate with me or this gets worse. I was furious till I typed that last part. This is obscenely creepy and awful and absurd.
Unfortunately my coping strategy to see humor in the absurdities of this doesnt translate to these brainless creeps. i am not laughing with them. I laugh that I may not weep. I mean at this point it is more about Hennessy.
The rest of these creeps are just creeps. The humor lies in how just how purely evil Hennessy is while being this blah seeming computer dolt. I mean ..why would these guys who are hated so much and will not be able to paint me as a Luigi Mangione want to find out in HD how much people hate them.
My creepy local hospital Kims (again the doctors are cool-totally sleazy admins) was acquired by these creeps:
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Blackstone_Inc.
It is hard for me to explain how negative, truly malignantly parasitic this entire experience was.
These technologies need to be shut down and this has to taken to the courts.
My dad is a highly (not related to marijuana..the usual meaning) respected, decorated military vet/former college prof and I will get help over time from the Indian Navy and state regulators with no pro growth scammy agendas.
Thid was criminal exploitation from inside and outside the system via deregulation of my home, life..
I am okay now, because I am resilient and recover fast when i can and exiting this is all i want. But this was torture for most of 2011-Dec 2025. Todays street traffic again was harassment.
Kerala is a corrupt, backward hell enough that these things are terrible ideas. There is an entire movie industry of brainless, creepy misogynists etc.
Wherever someone signed off on this in India, that person and whoever was assigned this should probably be charged for having enabled psychological torture.
This was hell..I will carry on as one has to. But there are far too many reasons and it will spread and harass & exploit more people if not checked now and if more cottage industries of Solaristics like trash analysing this worthless rot arise that is more misconduct.
Like the Human Terrain systems this was doomed to fail and the few cool things in it like my marijuana co/my vegan friend (meethikahani), anything associated solely with my two friends or perhaps some of my colleagues or doctors (I have no reason to think they have any knowledge or involvement after I left Stanford) aside, I would be beyond remiss to not signal alarm now and make clear that thid has to stop and the people responsible not allowed to claim it was only scams and not egregious corruption in medicine and the tech sector with
This should be a bipartisan or multipartisan thing anywhere..these are horrible people and the ai and communication garbage push is criminsl. In the end even the old internet was net a drag on work with cognitive offloading etc. This is worse. A nightmarish surveillance state.
I have reached full protest mode. People who support this and take no action and pretend it is all complex bureaucracy when parasites like those creeps at Google just declare shit and change stuff overnight when they want to
So this is bureaucracy that screws over the average person and helps maliciously corrupt corporations.
I am pressing charges and I will finish this paper and get the charges to stick. Hennessys creepy hospital kept pretending I was a schizophrenic and asking me over and over and over with no cause if I was suicidal.
After a while I wondered is this a suggestion?
I am not suicidal, depressed, borderline (sexist rot), schizophrenic. I may have some ADD and this didnt help and i wont get tested. If i find a decent doctor like from 2009 fine.
But i dont want to engage with this.
I want to decouple my properties, assets, data and life from this and formally put criminal liability, medical malpractice and misconduct in human subject research on the table.
I recommend that this not be politicized as that wont work..it is a racket from all sides..bogus all around.
With a few strained real scientists and doctors.
But I want none of this and i dont sue for money. Again i find the way these parasites try to buy their way out of accountability part of what is breaking reality. I am not normally for draconian stuff..but ..underneath the anger or bluster or rambling, the reality is I urgently see this malevolently narcissistic and parasitic tech rollout (not even with serious academic or other debate about the quality..some creepy billionaire like that flatulent, nudie pic guy Vinod Khosla just says a bunch of shit like saying all Cisco employees are unemployable and we have such a noxious, sycophantic society that the real kings like this overrated parasite of a greedy, flatulent billionaire Vinod Khosla is treated like a god.. I really hate that guy
and that is the type taking over so much).
Ai can generally fuck off..this was entirely parasitic and creepy and I am pressing charges.